Happy Holidays!!!!! 

perceive what you want to perceive- Let your mind expand- Let creativity rule!!!! 

memories di st or tio n

it was a blur, a flash, sight of life, blue, grey, black, I  couldn't tell. then I wake up, see the moment of truth I feel captured, betrayed, but I am not sure why.  Honestly, I am hear for a reason, green puddles, rippling on the ground, slow motion I feel is my mind but my eyes are moving fast through time. I feel like I can see my future and then I bump into a tree with many leaves falling. redish brown, orange leaves.... falling from the sky and not the branches. Cold. Autumn, I believe so two park benches, one normal, one upside down, to my left green grass and rain falling. I extend my arm and I can feel the rain from my index fingertip, to my palm, which I open up and feel every drop, the rain feels like a shockwave of intensity through my body, splash, splash, splash my hand filling up with a little cup of water dripping from every crease and wrinkle. drops of rain on my wrist to forearm onto my bicep and to my shoulder. I pull my arm back over... falling leaves.... from the sky. My hair starts to fall out, my lips chapped, and my throat burning, I cannot speak nor breathe. To my knees,  I see white I think....blur. blur. blur... Hands to my side, jaw open, tongue out, I fall forward, slow motion, tick tock, tick tock, tick tock, tick tock, tick tock, ouch!!!!eyes open right side of face smack!!! drip drop, drip drop, drip drop I think, do I recall? On my face neck down dry, eyes a blur, I think its white. yeah... white, blur?

Sound of the ocean now....waves through my ears, silence....